i pick out your star and turn night into day
5:07 p.m. - 2003-08-01

So i come home to find that my room is once again taken over.. my gramma was here for two weeks stayed in my room and now my aunt is coming to stay.. in my room.. for two weeks... im gonna die.. not only am i grounded from going out.. but from my own room! how is that fucking fair? I mean come on? What does she expect for me to do? I have no idea what goes through her mind anymore.. I thought that i knew her.. But i can say that i don't know my own mother.. and for that fact trust more then i can throw her and if you seen her.. you know thats not gona be very far if i could ever pick her up..

On a better note.. Kory called me again last ngiht and this time he was drunk.. He was soo sweet while others may think hes just being a guy but.. i know he genuinely cares you know? He said he needed me and that he missed me.. and that he was sorry that i was grounded cause it was his fault.. and it just made me smile.. a real smile and i felt.. loved? Like someone cared enough about me.. or maybe he was just drunk and just saying things i have no idea.. but i know.. that either way one thing he said or not was true.. i mean something to him if its only for some ass.. he cares about me... now andrea i know what your thinking.. but.. im pulling a you and what you did with crapo.. let me have my fun damnit... love you.. but im off to another night of boredom with just the game cube controller to play inline skating.. maybe something exciting will happen to night

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