shes lost her will, time is standing still
4:28 p.m. - 2003-08-02

Work.. was great today. i have never laughed so much.. i love all the new people.. but god.. are they bad kids.. all effin druggies.. but hilarious all the same.. I've gotten over the whole thing with joey.. that wasn't right for me to say that but oh well.. he shouldn't shove everything in my face.. I don't even know him anymore.. well alot of people would say that about me.. Ive changed way to fast.. but i don't know if i grew up or just grew you know? I don't know if its a good thing.. im more confident.. but then im not.. i cave under pressure and while i was with joey i would never do that.. But then he was my stone he would give me the assurance that everything would be fine.. and i don't have that anymore.. I don't know this guy at work scared the shit out of me.. He told me there was an accident over by nellis and charleston.. where kory was.. and they were drinking.. which kory drinks.. and when kory drinks its never a good thing.. so i called him.. scared out of my mind that he was killed or laying in a hospital.. but he answered and was like naw i wasn't driving.. so i dunno im not that upset about him anymoe either.. Maybe i just need time.. but i really wanna go out tonight.. its jesse's bday.. my crippled.. i miss that kid.. but my aunt came today.. fun fun,, i haven't een her for two years.. crazy eh?

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