running in all directions
12:10 a.m. - 2003-08-03

i am stupid.. sooooo stupid.. but then.. what else is new right? i mean.. i told myself i was setting myself up for the fall.. and i did.. he wouldn't even look at me.. wouldn't even talk to me.. didn't even say hi.. so after a few beers i went up to him.. and was like why won't you talk to me.. why won't you even look at me.. and he said something and just walked away.. i.. no one walks away from me.. i mean.. god.. im soo stupid.. why do i do that? why do i let myself all for guys who.. don't give a shit about me? im tired of it.. absolutly tired of it..

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