getting over a 3 leaf clover
9:59 p.m. - 2003-08-03

yes.. again.. whats that like 3 times today? oh well.. i can't even listen to music.. music always makes me feel better. but ever song maks me think of him.. and those brown eyes.. and how i hurt him.. and he hurt me.. and i want him to call so bad.. maybe a break will be good i dunno.. i got another job tonight.. 5-9 ill prolly work there so subway from 10-2-2:30 then either 5-9 or 4-9.. yay yay.. whatever.. im gonna be getting major bucks and why do i care if i even have a life anymore.. its not like ..god im depressed. i hate it.. my ice cream wont help either.. how fucking sad. i need a beer! ah!!

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