sug suga how you get so fly ..
8:23 a.m. - 2003-08-21

god i haven't written in here for like ever.. last night.. i got an awakening.. sarah didn't even get up to give me a hug or anything.. i haven't seen her in like 2 weeks.. and im sorry but chad was fucking rude.. i don't care or anything i think its funny.. but why would he just say that? no one likes you.. wtf?! i dunno.. i think that im just hurtin.. i dunnoi boke my rule.. i kinda let someone intimidate me.. but when me and andrea went over to jareds house.. i had fun. i dunno i hate that my curfew is like 11.. you ant do shit and i don't really thinks its fair when i get out of work at 9.. school starts monday.. oh yay... i know im saying i don't realy care this year.. but i do.. last night karlie came in to subway i was like oh great... i so didn't want to see her.. then felipe fucking hired josh.. this is great just fucking great. i told him not to hire him.. but i knew he was going to.. then i think hes gonna hire jose. not god.. so not good.. the two people i couldve lived with out seeing for the rest of this year.. im gonna start liking him again.. i know.. and then just bad.. just bad.. i think.. if my parents move.. i think im gonna go to.. i need to star over.. there way too much baggage here.. but i wnt o move to ohio... not california.. i dunno.. im soo tired of stresing out about everything sometimes i don't even know which way is up when im like this.. but this week has been cool. i had mon tue and i worked weds. and today then i have fri off from subway.. thats hella cool... but then oh god im scared to go back to work at great clips.. tuesday i called in sick and wednesday i told her i couldn't come in.. i know she pissed at me... well im sorry! i think im gonna quit on your ass.. lol.. alright i think im gonnan go get read for work now..

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