ill be a brand new day in a life that you hate
8:29 p.m. - 2003-09-07

this weekend has had its ups and lows.. friday fucking rocked.. starting line was the best.. it was just saturday and sunday the fucking were the worst.. i was told something on saturday night and it made start the wheels in my head and thinking all things and then everything clicked and everything made sinse.. and i just hope to god that my hypothesis is wrong cause then ill be forever heartbroken.. i couldn't deal with that..i mean thats losing the one thing i could never lose.. i just really wanted to cry all day and my stomache was in knots and i couldn't stop thinking about it and i was shaking and i just don't want it to be true.. i really really really don't want it to be true.. really don't want it to be true

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