send me an angel.. right now
5:36 p.m. - 2003-11-16

brandons back.. and i never been happier.. hes just brought back this.. light and happiness to it.. i spent the nihgt with him last night and oh god.. he was so funny.. i dunno but it was like he spent it out with jessica instead of me.. but whatever.. i still had fun and i got to spend time with him..monday were supposed to have this i guess just and us day. and im just.. can not wait.. i got my best friend back.. hes back.. even though its not gonna be for long cause he goes back the 29th but hes gonna come back like every month i think.. so maybe like.. 46 hours with jess.. 2 with me? hopefully? i dunno.. i missed the shit out of him.. hes ready to kill some fucking spaghetti though.. hes never been so mad.. it feels good to be protect again.. to feel like i matter to someone.. and i just am too happy right now.. my life is grand for the moment.. and then when he leaves ill prolly have some dark little rain cloud following me again.. but till then im gonna smile.. and not gonna take this week i do have with him for granted..

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