best friends means you pulled the trigger
12:04 a.m. - 2003-11-23

my uncles dead.. uncle geoff is dead.. hes never coming back.. my uncle is never coming back.. and im in total denial.. i was crying so hard today then i went out.. and it thought it would get my mind off of it.. and it just made me think harder.. harder.. that i should be with my mom right now.. that i shouldn't be having fun.. but i wanted to see max.. and that turned out to be great fun.. he ignored me and said he was tired.. and i just wanted him to be like.. ashley.. i dunno.. i dunno what i want him to say.. but i like him.. and i know he knows it.. but.. god.. how did this get to max? when my uncle is dead.. dead... hes dead

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