speechless
11:49 a.m. - 2003-11-24

its soo.. i dunno.. its like everyone.. i dunno i can't even describe what everyone is going through right now.. theres tons of crying and tons of people walking in and out.. people i have no idea who they are.. but i dunno i never seen my grandma so.. torn apart.. its like a part of her heart has been ripped out.. and i don't think she'll ever be he same.. my uncle is dead.. and i miss my home.. i just wana go home and just get in bed and cry and then at night go out and do crazy things to forget.. the funeral is on friday.. im the only who brought clothes.. the only thing im really looking forward to is going to the beach with steve and just hangin out.. well. im totally speechless right now.. dunno what to right.. i miss max and alex and just everyone

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