it was the first time in my life
9:24 p.m. - 2003-12-10

So today.. was interesting day to say the least.. I don't know whats going on with me.. I don't know why im soo lazy and so non motivated.. but i just am.. I met this kid Ryan.. Hes hella younger than me.. and he called me a slut and said all these things.. and honestly it hurt me.. like hella.. I mean.. i dunno i know hes sorry and i... just know that but i don't know if i can fogive him right now.. He kissed me and i dunno i feel like a cradle robber hahaha.. hes soo fucking hott i just wanna ip his clothes off and eff him right there on the spot.. HAHAHAH!!! is that the juice you were looking for Ryan? well.. there ya go.. I have like been trying to diet and shit.. not eating alot.. trying to excersize a bit more.. just try to get rid of this damn fatty body i gots.. hahaha... So yea.. i reaally need to get my butt in gear with govt.. i wouldn't be surprised if i was like failing right now.. i haven't turned in my chapter 6 vocab or any of the worksheets.. and yea.. i dunnoo.. i need to chapter 7 vocab and do hella good on this test get like an a.. maybe then i will get a higher grade.. So monday i gto fucked up.. like hella we all took these pills.. and i don't think im gonna do it again.. i had a bad trip. and just.. it was not fun to be messed up for like 2 days.. like.. i dunno who would wanna take those.. for fun? just don't make since to me.. its freakin freezing in heer.. my dog is getting into shit and its pissing me off.. so tomorrow.. i wanna go to the mall.. and pick up applications and everything.. really find a job.. like.. go out there and actually look.. i've never really looked for a job you know? i always had my mom or my friends refered me or whatever you know? yea.. yea yea yea.. its still really cold.. lallalla im hungry i think.. So what do you do.. when you have 10 dollars to pay off a ticket.. lol.. lalalaa.. i hella need gas.. like.. i dunno.. no more road trips lallaaa.. im bored

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