we'll skip the goodbyes
1:48 p.m. - 2003-12-12

So.. whats up guys? hows your week going? Mine? Great..just great..

...you see.. he makes me melt.. with every "kiss" and every little cute thing he says.. and how he tries to make me smile.. and i can't wait for april.. i honestly can't wait.. i wish it was sooner.. cause.. i dunno how im going to be able to hold out for like.. 5 more months.. 5 more months of.. talking from afar.. 5 months of.. talking for hours upon hours.. I would save up money and have him come out here earlier.. but. that would be if i actually had any money...he makes me smile.. and.. its been along time since someone made me smile.. really smile like i am now.. just this smile of pure.. enjoyment, of knowing that i can make at least one person happy..

Brandon leaves in three weeks.. im soo upset.. my. best friend.. is leaving.. and it might be the last time.. that i ever talk to him.. might be the last time i hear him say i love you.. to say it back..but.. i pray to god.. i wish and hope that.. he comes back to me and jessica.. as jessicas fiance.. as my bestest friend in the entire world.. the one true friend that i know il have for a life time..

Now don't you guys think i don't love you.. i ove all of you.. i would go crazy with out you.. but brandon is.. like...my like spirit i guess.. me and hime are one and the same..

Alex- I love you.. You are my.. best friend.. my other musketeer.. My box full of laughs.. you bring me joy hunny.. and don't forget that

I dunno what to say anymore..

sincerly

Tiger Lily..... right ryan?

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