so sail away into the unknown
2:10 p.m. - 2003-12-18

for some unknown reaons ive been pissy all day.. i wanted to hit joey today.. he was pissing me off.. for no reason.. him jsut sitting there pissed me off.. like.. enormously.. and then.. like.. no one talked to me all day.. well except jordan.. and i just.. want to cry and hit something.. i feel like.. im getting left behind.. i dunno why.. but i am.. i hate being like this.. when i get.. all.. not in control of my emotions.. where i wanna give in to em.. i hate it.. i gotta.. i dunno.. but i need to stop.. i dunno.. i dunno.. im just soo pissed right now.. and i don't know at what..but i want to vent.. and i feel that if i bottle up these emotions anymuch longer. im gonna blow..im gonna do something i might regret.. wheres ryan when you need him? he calms me.. unlike any other.. so heres your kiss goodbye

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