your gonna be the one that saves me
8:25 p.m. - 2003-12-27

its been like a week since ive worte in this.. some serious shit has happened i guess.. serious for me.. this guy who was like obsessed with my best girl friend.. has turned his attention to me.. and its been serousily disturbing.. calling me every ten mintues.. like for reals.. telling me he loves me.. its.. just.. like.. ahh! get away from me...

Iv been getting drunk like every other day.. its seriously do something to my head.. yesturday i was still hung over.. and today my head just fucking hurts.. and i dunno i feel like i haven't eatten in a week.. i dunno.. just like weak..

on an another note..

Ryan and I.. are becomeing closer.. i seriously love this kid.. and i just.. know.. in my heart.. in my head.. in my soul.. that were meant to be together... we just are.. and its totally .. way too early to be feeling this way.. but i love him.. spring break.. it seems soo far away.. like for reals.. but thats when were getting married.. lol.. April... seems soo far away yet.. so close

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