LIE TO ME
8:54 p.m. - 2004-02-17

So.. yea.. i've gotten over mike.. surprisingly fast.. i guess i didn't care that much for him.. I was soo pissed the Other Mike was right he said.. once the lust is gone.. you guys will be done.. well i guess the lust is gone.. but.. im lusting after another now.. Bobby.. hes soo cute.. and so muhc older.. but i honestly dont care.. i just want him.. like Holls said " i want his naked wet body against my naked wet body, i want him to take me hard and rough.. and love me for hours" hahah! you little sex crazed kitten.. sorry only thing that came to mind.. but yea.. things.. are looking good right now.. the only thing is that im bropke again.. but i get to quit adventure dome soon.. hell ya.. im gonna get like 40 ours a week.. and im fucking saving ALLL of MY MONEY!!! i need to move out and get an apartment or a fucking house or something.. i dont understand how a house can be less expensive then a house.. i dunno whatever.. Its going to bear for a couple months anyways.. but.. nothing a bit of paint wont fix.. lol.. god.. right now.. im happy.. and it feels good again.. it feels good to smile.. I like it.. I just wanna get laid again.. because sex is fucking great.. like honestly.. it is.. and i feel likea fucking whore.. but who the fuck cares anymore.. im protected.. i should be okay.. but i just gotta be cautious you know? i hope to god i dont become the best buy whore... thats not what i want. I love all of you guys...

So on to the title.. LIE TO ME... I just.. want all this to work out.. so i dont care if its not true.. lie to me.. make me happy.. Ryan is ignoring me.. lol.. I think its fucking funny.. i dunno.. I LOVE YOU RYAN!!!! tired tired ashley.. is about to pass out

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