May you R.I.P. Eric Batross
10:29 p.m. - 2004-03-16

I missed Brandon a whole lot today.. I felt like calling his mom and just.. i dunno.. i felt like talking about him.. so much shit has gone in these part few weeks.. my friend Eric died this weekend.. Im so upset you have no idea.. I honestly think that our school has the highest death rate.. 4 people and died just this year.. I thought it was fitting how he died tho.. he died exactly like how his best friend died.. slamming into a brick wall.. God.. like honestly.. i dont show it i laugh and everything bgut when i come home.. i cry.. no one knows about this.. but i justed needed to get it out.. lately ive gotten so girlie. i went and got my nails done. dyed my hair blonder and got a GREAT tan.. i seriously look fucking good.. i spent hella too.. but thats alright...Im breaking up with Dimitri.. I CAN'T stand him anymore.. he annoys the fuck ouyt of me.. but damn ondra.. youd be hella mad at me for all the guys ive slept with this week.. two.. in one week... WTF!!! like honeslty... its getting bad.. im not even craving it anymore.. i think once youve had the best sex of your life so fr.. i think your good for awhile but this guy bobby wants to hook up.. and i really am not in the mood for sex.. like really.. i just wanna chill. its been awhile since ive just chilled.. i haven't written in this thing forever... like for reals.. I miss brandon.. I miss Ryan.. Imiss.. alot of things.. I dunno why i have been all sentimental lately.. do yuo ealize tht there are only 46 more days of school left.. welll 46 school day... i was like wtf! i better get my ass in gear.. cause im not gonna graduate with these grade... im pulling an andrea.. haha.. but yea.. im tired.. Im off to bed.. Good Night everyone.. Pray for Erics Family..

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