when it rains
11:04 p.m. - 2008-02-03

It seems like whenever I start writing on this I just can't stop. I really hate my life right now.. I'm not happy.. but.. whos ever happy? for awile there I was. Things are not going to last between Logan and I. I don't know if I'm just being all weird because this weekend sucked...we fought all weekend.. I left early today.. and I just feel like ushing him away.. I feel like every weekend I do this..

I'm so falling in love with him, and at some moments I feel like he is too.. then I feel him pull away.. Friday night I told him that I loved him when he was passed out.. but then I think back to saturday night and I feel like he said it to me too.. but then I think I was dreaming...

ugh!!!

hopefully no one reads these things anymore.. I'd be pretty embarrased if someone did...

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